BEHIND THE WIRE: PATRICK

                Patrick, a bright, always smiling, 34-year-old, who goes by the nickname Deacon, is a student in our Seminary-in-Prison program at the Everglades Re-Entry Center in Miami. Both of Patrick’s parents were drug addicts. He and his siblings were raised mainly by his grandparents. His grandmother, who Patrick said regularly “beat the mess out of him,” left the kids at home whenever she went shopping or to her club meetings. During one of her times away from the home Patrick was raped by a neighbor.

                His grandparents were Christians, and took him to church, but neither his grandparents nor his church helped him deal with the emotional turmoil and pain he felt. From an early age, Patrick began using and selling drugs as well as having promiscuous sex with both men and women. He now knows he was looking for something to ease his pain and satisfy his longing for real love and acceptance. None of it, however, Patrick said, “healed the wounds in my heart.”

                Patrick received Christ when he was 14 years old, but his life continued to spiral downward. In his early 20s he began going in and out of drug rehab programs. While in a Salvation Army program, he learned that his father was near death due to AIDS and cancer. The director allowed him to leave the program and visit his father in the hospice facility. He could no longer see or speak, but he could hear. Patrick told his father that he forgave him and that he loved him. Patrick said he could do that because he’d learned that Jesus loved and forgave him, so he could do the same for his father. As he said those things he began to feel some peace in his heart for the first time.

A few years later, while in another Christ-centered drug rehab, this one in Atlanta, he learned that his mother was also dying from AIDS related complications. He desperately wanted to see her and tell her that, because of Jesus, he loved and forgave her also. But, she passed away before he could get there. He was angry with God for a time, but then, as he prayed, he again felt a supernatural peace enter his heart.

                Patrick let go of his anger and bitterness toward his parents and others because he learned that God, through Jesus, was not angry with him. He found in Jesus the love and acceptance he’d searched for his whole life. He was given a sense of freedom and joy. However, Patrick still had to face consequences from his life of selling drugs and other crimes. He is currently serving a nine-year sentence. However, Patrick said that God is turning incarceration into something good for him. Since coming to prison Patrick has been fully involved in several chapel programs and frequently shares his faith with others, thus his nickname “Deacon.” He believes that God has called him to a ministry of evangelism.

                Patrick enrolled in our Seminary-in-Prison program so that he can gain a “deeper, more intimate knowledge of God” and to become better equipped “as an ambassador of Christ.” Patrick is pursuing an associate of arts degree in theological studies.

               

                 

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